anxiety lovelove anxiety

tightened chest

fingers sweat

heart palpitations repeat anxiety iterations

spiraling feeling of doubt exploding into silent shouting

daytime nighttime filled with why

tasting salted tears on tips of tongues as backlogged feeling rise up into being

unsure of landing pages

searches leading to deadened facial expressions

reliving all the moments of wondering why you were ever put in this position in the first place

i can't help falling in...